MIA....again

Yep, I've been MIA again. I'm just not with it lately. It's been almost six weeks of not being all together there. And during those six weeks I've had maybe a week to ten days of feeling really good. Not so much lately, though.

So in order to get my shit together I'm heading to the doctor's tomorrow. I don't know what I really want to happen in that visit except two things. I want my blood pressure checked and discussed and I want some heavy duty sleeping meds. If I get some happy pills too then I guess that will just be a bonus. I have a feeling it's going to be one of those nice to meet you what can I do for you, come back in a few weeks and we'll talk type of appointments. I need help now though.

Something's gotta give. I am not being too successful in much of anything lately except the bare minimum. I mean, I've got it down to a science on how much time I can waste before I absolutely have to leave my couch and fuzzy green blanket to get showered, dishes dones, laundry done and pick up the kids. I'm a huge time waster lately. Not good. At all. And most days I don't even accomplish the laundry. Poor husband of mine. A lot on his shoulders lately. And cooking? Forget making meals for my family. I'm heavily relying on frozen yuck from a box. Less work on me....not good for the fam though.

Hoping for good things tomorrow.